-Breaking up.....doesn't have to be that hard to do.

Breaking up....: Is hard to do.

Since last night, this guy that I started talking to hasn't called me back......and it's just been bugging me. This is why I never really go looking for anyone....

Cause when your with someone, you always feel like.....you need them to say something to you. But when your just friends, you never expect anything from each other cause neither of you guys are tied down to each other.

......I'd rather live like that.....Fuck, be friends and live comfortably. Cause life is just way too short to be worried about one person.

Guys tend to come around me more, at least in my life, when they know that we're just friends. That way, we can kick it, and it's all good. No strings attached. But when I get into a relationship, I feel like,....there's just way too many rules. Too many ways to get in trouble. And then when you stop talking, you start to feel neglected, because now you've become each other's business. And when you can't stand each other, then you have to "break-up".

.......But when your just friends that kick it, and fuck every once in a while, you never have to "break-up". All you have to do is just stop talking to each other for a while, then you get over it. And if one cheats, then oh well, cause your not really together anyway.

Yeh.......I like the sound of that.

I mean cause if you really think about it, the only reason why we feel like we should call someone that we get close to a "boyfriend" or a "girlfriend", is simply cause that way, it would just make it seem more right to get intimate or spend more time with that person without looking like we're wasting our precious time......Because you feel as though, your together.

.....So saying boyfriend, or girlfriend is kinda like an excuse, or like an access pass to making you think that you can do whatever you want now, cause your deemed "Boyfriend and girlfriend."

But......it's funny, cause we all start out as friends first right?

Right.

So just imagine, being friends and being together at the same time......Except: You don't call each other your boyfriend or your girlfriend. But rather just your friend, or your best friend. That way, no one ever has to feel jealous, mad......And we would NEVER have to "break-up".

......Fucking genius.

+Extra dreams.

Me, when I was still in the guard. Never gonna forget them days.... And I still got it:) Just one thing I remembered today.

-The Wants...

Some trendy summer fashion clothing......We're gettin' out of the season slowly...but theres something about this set that just looked right. Idk.....but I want it:)



I'm not a really big fan of rain boots, but.....if I came across some that looked like these.....They'd probably be sold out. Haha, they're cute. I'd want these too.

-I mean....Wuh?

This is the weirdest toilet sign I have ever seen.

Lol, wtf?

Is it REAL?!

So, I know it's been a hella long while since I've had the time to blog. But I'm back with the full force, and ready to rock. I've been thinking about making some YouTube videos, but I'm still a little unclear on how to start. BUT, ANYWAY.....The Illuminati....? I really didn't believe in it, cause anyone can make up random shit and depending on how fast it gets out, it can be believable in a heartbeat. But after seeing this video by Doll Face Barbie (Who I love with a passion:)), I was really listening to everything that she was saying and, I gotta say.....

HOME GIRL HAD A PRETTY LEGIT POINT!

I did a personal outlook on everything that she said, especially about Rihanna and Jay-Z, and everything was really precise, and it just caused me to see how somebody could get the perception that they would be involved in the Illuminati. So if you haven't peeped the video by this point, then you should probably take a look at it, and really process some of the stuff that is being said. And if your unclear about the Illuminati, then look it up and really get a clear understanding about it so you can then judge for yourself, what's what.

Crazy, this shit.