Dudes.

So, I've been on the road for about 14 good hours, traveling from Maryland, to Chicago. Arrived at the destination and then slept for another half a day...

So right now I'm really just chillin'....getting more familiarized with my surroundings and all that. Haven't really put out any major blogs in a while, but time comes an time goes. I'll always try to though.

But....I remember that, one thing I was thinking before we started driving was about this boy...

We talked on the phone for a night....Wasn't the longest conversation, but we ended off on a really good note...so I had no reason to dislike him or get rid of his number. Next night comes by....and I never like to be the one who calls a dude first you know....But the homie didn't have a cell phone....and for some strange reason, his house phone didn't like dialing my cell phone...

So I ended up calling him up again the next night...

And when he answered, the first thing that came outta his mouth was that....He was surprised I called....as in "Don't you got anybody else to bug at this hour??"

Or at least that's how it came off to me.

Then he told me to call him back in 10 minutes....and so I waited. And when I called him back, his crappy one-line phone was busy....And so I wasn't even gonna try again.

See.....I don't get why dudes do that. Tell you to do something, but can't even comply. Or on the other hand, get scared when they see that you actually show an interest in them, like for example: The one boy I said I talked to a few nights ago.

He was fine with talking to me, when I wasn't really feelin' him like that....saying all this stuff to me, when I wasn't even tryna get down like that. Then when the next night came around and I called him again, cause I thought he was all cool and shit, He pretty much dogged me....Like I was gettin' in his way or something.

....But...Fuck it.

I KNOW....That there's nothing wrong with me....

Dudes always be on my jock. Whether I'm at school, home....or just walking around in Shoppers. So why is it...that when I actually start to respond back....and actually start to care and work with a dude.....He runs off like I'm weird or something...

.....What?