I didn't do much of anything with my day today. But it's ok, because I've been really starting to get used to the days where there's nothing for me to do and no where for me to go.
I just wish sometimes I had some money. Or at least some kind of income.
These past few days, I've been thinking a lot.....about what would happen to me when I get back on campus: As far as expenses go. You need money to do just about everything. And it's not gonna be like middle school, or even high school, where you can just hang out without any worries....cause you're just as broke as all your friends are. It's different.
Right now, I'm at a point where I honestly feel stuck. Because I need MONEY. I haven't thought about money this much in.....My whole entire life. Idk why. I don't like having to feel this way...
I'm in this bond with my parents right now, as to whether or not they will loan me at least $60 to add to the money that I already have, so then I can go and do some school shopping for myself.
I highly doubt that at this point I will get it. And if I do, that will be very surprising to me.
I wake up on a daily basis, and hear the, "we just don't have any money right now" song....Everyday.
That shit is depressing.
At first, it wasn't all that serious. But...That's how everything starts out. I'm at a point in my life where I'm starting to realize that I have no one, but myself. I can't keep depending on my parents to pay for my shit, unless it's mad urgent. Other than that, they really won't bother to give me any money.
I just can't get used to this......
I want to much. And I really don't think that's an issue. I mean, if that's the way that I am, then I must have gotten that from someone. So I don't blame myself. I just need to find a way to maintain my habit.....and right now I don't have one. That's why I hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, hate, money right now......Because it's the basis to me having any type of fun. Shit....It's the basis to me having any type of life.
When I wanna go to the mall.
When I wanna go to the gas station to pick up some candy.
When I wanna chill out with my friends at a fast food joint.
Just for me to be able to drive to be even able myself to do any of these things.
Money.
How the fuck am I gonna get any money right now....? Is the question I've been asking myself right now for the past few weeks. And it's funny....because I never really cared about money. In fact, it never slipped my mind. But I guess it's so much more easier to not care about something, when you don't have to worry about it.
I would look for a job, but I leave my neighborhood for school in just a few days. I plan on looking when I get out....But it'll be a whole different ball game. Cause I won't know anything or anybody.
And....I have no car.
So how the fuck am I even gonna get there....?
Fml....
Fml. Fml. Fml. FML.
FUCK.
MY.
FUCKING.
LIFE.
I'm slowy starting to become corrupted. And there's nothing that I can even do about it.
Know why...??
Cause when you ain't got no money: You don't have a choice but to deal with what you've been dealt.
You just suck it up.
That's the fuck why.
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
-Top 10 Greatest/ Most Convenient Foods.-
1. Reese's Pieces.
I don't know WHAT I would do without these. They're my favorite candy, and I mean when you have nothing else to eat for the day: Get yourself a couple bags- And it's all good:)
2. Toaster Strudel.
So easy to make in the morning, especially when you're in a rush. They taste mad good, like, I can never get enough. Pop-tarts: Die....(Except for the Ice cream Shoppe pop-tarts. I like those.)
3. Kool Aid.
Thirsty? Just make yourself an instant glass of Kool Aid. A little bit of powder goes a long way.
4. Fries.
Whenever there's nothing to eat, theres always that frozen bag of fries somewhere in the freezer. Throw them things in the oven and Bonn-appetite.
5. Bagel Pizza.
Do you have some bagels but no cream cheese? Do you have some shredded cheese left over from last nights burritos? Do you have a couple of peperoni's stashed in the fridge? If so: Combine them, and make some bagel pizzas. Just put the shredded cheese and pepperoni on top of the bagel, put em' in the oven for about 10 to 15 minutes. Got yourself a bagel pizza right there bruh.
6. Hot Fries.
Whenever I hit up the gas station I always grab a pack of hot fries. They're good with EVERYTHING, and they fill you up. Buy two if you need to. They're just that good.
7.Arizona Tea.
I love tea. Especially sweet tea: It's always the beverage I prefer to drink where ever I go. Arizona is some quality shit. So need some tea to go? Go to your local gas station or mini-market, and grab yourself a Arizona. Endless flavors.
8. Ramen Noodles.
Oh Shit. Who hasn't eaten some Ramen Noodles...? That question is rhetorical. If you haven't: Keep it to yourself, cause you'll be a disgrace to the human race if you admit it. They're hella convenient. Take em' to lunch, have em' at a quick break, shit....eat em' for breakfast AND dinner.
9. Water.
Water. The earths gift to Humans. Gods gift to humanity. You can never beat the basics.
10. Bread.
You can butter it, cream it, grill it, whatever you wanna do to it. Bread is in everything. Jesus knew exactly how to treat his guest at the round table. Just throw some bread in the middle. Everyone's satisfied.
Sam Spits The Truth: Can't Lie.
I don't know WHAT I would do without these. They're my favorite candy, and I mean when you have nothing else to eat for the day: Get yourself a couple bags- And it's all good:) 2. Toaster Strudel.
So easy to make in the morning, especially when you're in a rush. They taste mad good, like, I can never get enough. Pop-tarts: Die....(Except for the Ice cream Shoppe pop-tarts. I like those.) 3. Kool Aid.
Thirsty? Just make yourself an instant glass of Kool Aid. A little bit of powder goes a long way. 4. Fries.
Whenever there's nothing to eat, theres always that frozen bag of fries somewhere in the freezer. Throw them things in the oven and Bonn-appetite. 5. Bagel Pizza.
Do you have some bagels but no cream cheese? Do you have some shredded cheese left over from last nights burritos? Do you have a couple of peperoni's stashed in the fridge? If so: Combine them, and make some bagel pizzas. Just put the shredded cheese and pepperoni on top of the bagel, put em' in the oven for about 10 to 15 minutes. Got yourself a bagel pizza right there bruh. 6. Hot Fries.
Whenever I hit up the gas station I always grab a pack of hot fries. They're good with EVERYTHING, and they fill you up. Buy two if you need to. They're just that good. 7.Arizona Tea.
I love tea. Especially sweet tea: It's always the beverage I prefer to drink where ever I go. Arizona is some quality shit. So need some tea to go? Go to your local gas station or mini-market, and grab yourself a Arizona. Endless flavors. 8. Ramen Noodles.
Oh Shit. Who hasn't eaten some Ramen Noodles...? That question is rhetorical. If you haven't: Keep it to yourself, cause you'll be a disgrace to the human race if you admit it. They're hella convenient. Take em' to lunch, have em' at a quick break, shit....eat em' for breakfast AND dinner. 9. Water.
Water. The earths gift to Humans. Gods gift to humanity. You can never beat the basics. 10. Bread.
You can butter it, cream it, grill it, whatever you wanna do to it. Bread is in everything. Jesus knew exactly how to treat his guest at the round table. Just throw some bread in the middle. Everyone's satisfied. Sam Spits The Truth: Can't Lie.
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