Hello, hello, hello :)
I've been a little bit overwhelmed with school work. Seems like things get better and then they just get worse. I promised myself I was gonna try my hardest though, and I guess that's just what I have to do regardless.
With college though.....Comes social aspects. People.....Events. Dudes.
Omg....Dudes.
One of my good friends and I the other night had gone out to 'chill', with an older dude that we met at a earlier time. We were all cool.....he talked to us and we looked at him like there wasn't really anything that we had to be afraid of. So we go chill with him and watch a movie.....And long story short, he made it very apparent that he wanted to fuck and had the audacity to request that both me and my friend engage in sexual activity with him.....As if.
Of course, that shit did not go down like that.
Should men ask for sex???
Personally, like I always am, I think no. Wtf.... Women KNOW when men wanna fuck. It's not rocket science and it's not something believe it or not, that's not in the back of our heads as well. Shit, we want to too. But we're not gonna just come out and say that, unless we can already see that there is nothing else there that we would like to have but the body. And I guess that guys can say the same thing to, but there's always so much commentary in the way in the beginning....
It's useless.
Like, if you know that all you wanna do is fuck me, then by all means, you should have told me that from the jump. Instead of wasting my time actually thinking that you may have actually been cool. That way I can just tell you from what I see whether or not I would actually go for you or not. And if not, then we can keep it moving.
That night was annoying.....And in a way it upset me, because I hate when people make assumptions about you before really getting to know you....
In this case, the assumption was that we were going to fuck this guy because he puts on a movie, sits in between us and plays touchy-feely for a good hour and some time...
Yeah right.
I mean does that shit really actually work??
I guess.....As sad as it sounds, men are creatures of habit. It may seem lame for him to run a certain type of game on one girl, but as lame as it was, he wouldn't have done it again if it didn't work on some dumb bitch out there somewhere. And that's the truth.
I think if I was faced with a situation similar to that again, I would certainly have said something..... Even though we didn't fuck him, I just feel like we should have made it a point to say that we were no fucking regular ass bitches.
I'm a women.....I'm a student....I'm a fucking human being.
Maybe that trick would have worked if we were fresh off the track, or some college bimbo's that didn't know any better....
But either way, nothing happened.....and I don't regret for one second that nothing did.
