-Tuesday

I've been a really bad blogger for some time now.

Yeh. I can dig it.

Although, I'm on now. And I'm doing the best I can to stay the same Sam Spits The Truth.

At this moment I really should be preparing a lab report for class. Biology right now is like, the only class in college that I really don't get and am really confused about. At the end of it all though, I know for a fact: That I am passing. Without a doubt.

What else....

Yeh....I've been doing a lot more thinking.

Usually I do a lot more thinking when I'm alone. And I've been surrounded by quite a lot of people for sometime now. So idk....I wouldn't say that anyone has really rubbed off on me...but maybe some people, have got me thinking a little bit more about things that I never really cared about.

I've had no sex for a while now...

It doesn't feel that weird because I haven't been really anticipating it. Usually I feel like when I'm not fucking, there's something that needs to be there that's not there. Now.....I don't feel like that.

I mean, I'm always gonna wanna fuck. At the same time....sometimes there's just other things that I'm more concerned about.

Today: My mother goes under the knife.

She's getting a surgery to reduce her breast size for her health.

I called her today and checked up on her before the surgery. I'm hoping everything goes great. Doctors these days will do a quick job for any kind of money. The economy is that bad.....you don't even know who to depend on anymore that's actually real. But: She said she took care of all that, and I trust her.

So there's nothing left to do now then to hope that she gets through this and the results come out the way she wants them to. Right?

Right.

My micrwave keeps beeping.....The noodles must be done now.