+1 Year Closer.

Finding something to do in college while waiting for your finals to come so then you can leave...: FAIL.

Tonight we were supposed to go to a party.....but there was not transportation and quite frankly it wasn't really all that serious..... So that made it another night in the dorm....Bored.

I've actaully came to accept and appreciate my last few days away at school before I have to go back home for the summer.

I know sometimes it gets to be a little dry out in these parts.... But I know that I'm gonna be beyond hella bored when I get home. Like it always is. Then all I'm gonna wanna do is come right back on campus. Except I'm gonna have to wait for about 3 months. That's gonna get old.

Thankfully, I'll be working.... And I'm trying to travel as well..... So I should have something to do that will occupy my time and make my stay at home for a while a little productive.

Than there's the friends that I gotta see when I get back home.

It sucks that I lost one of my main friends through college..... In fact, fuck that. College had nothing to do with that loss. It was just her dumb ass.

Do I miss the chick....? Sometimes I can say that I do. I mean, I'm not gonna lie and act like I don't now the girl anymore. At the same time, I'm really not all that distracted by the fact that we're not friends anymore.

In college I've met so many people that I've grown to truly love.....And some people that I've learned to stay away from because they're people that have no respect for me and they don't deserve to have me in their circle.

As much as I hate to ignore people, I learned that honestly.....some people need that type of disipline to understand things. I got....a little hurt some of my freshman year at college. Guys can be so grimy.....so rude. But I think that I've learned a lot about guys.....There's probably some that are an exception to the rule....some that I can actually fuck with. But a majority of them: Ain't good for shit but opening doors. Their garbage. Played out. Sons of bitches. People I don't need......People no females really need.

And that's whack because I love the male relation of life........

But I'd rather be single and lonely than cuffed, and unhappy.

Who really wants to live like that.....?

I'm just gonna take it easy...... I don't even want anything serious anymore.... I just want to worry about myself and the people that are worried about me. I don't have the time to worry about the people who are not concerned about me.....and I no longer wish to surrond myself with people that are not intellectuals.....people that care about the shit I care about. The future.

That's all there really is too it.