- 10 Random Sam Spits The Truth Facts Moment! -

  

 

1. My nails keep breaking. It's getting to be kinda annoying.... And gross.

2. Wanting so bad to feel the texture of my natural hair. I've had braids in for about hmmm, 3-4 years now? I stopped perming my hair for a good 6 years now though. I've seen nothing but a tremendous amount of growth and health, and I think I'm ready to switch it up, but I'm still not sure.

3. I blow money too fast. That is not a good habit.

4. Sometimes I feel like I should eat,  but it's almost like I don't have an appetite like a normal person? Idk.

5. This is my first summer break at school. So far, it's alright.

6. I'm a little eager to see how my new living situation is gonna play out.... Oh boy.

7. I keep saying I wanna go to the mall.... And every time I go to the mall with a little bit (cause it really isn't that much money) I end up spending like, all my money on one thing. I don't really like doing that all that much.

8. I'm a hearty thriftier. I need to get to a thrift store soon in fact. That'll give me a break from the damn mall.

9. Before the end of the semester confessions: I thought I could punk my bitch of a roommate and break her tiny little light bulb while she wasn't in the room.... I ended up slicing my thumb and blood was literally everywhere. Lesson: If it ain't yours, it don't matter how annoying it may be, DON'T TOUCH THAT SHIT. That was not worth it.

10. I didn't get to have lunch today. That kinda makes me upset.

It's Real

So yesterday was my big moving day and I was excited.... But none of my roommates-to-be were really of any help and....as happy as I am to have finally left my horrible past living situation, I'm not really feeling like crashing on a couch for roughly two months either with all of my stuff scrambled in various bags....

I guess that's just life for me right now though.

I guess at this point I can say that I've been faced with quite a couple horrible living situations.... But I guess that's what makes you immune to it. I'm really not complaining though, cause I'll be at work from what was 9 AM - 5 PM, to 8 AM - 5 PM.

Tough crowd isn't it?

I can dig it though.

I am extremely thankful for having found a place.... moving out of my old place... work... and of course, money. All things that I've been working up to... So I guess everything just kinda fell into place the way they were all supposed to.

It's like going home has become a thing of the past... I stay on campus more often these days. Besides work, I really don't have anything else that is really keeping me at school. But I have come to the conclusion that with all the crazy arguments that have taken place while I was at home this semester, that home is just dead.

Everyone comes to a time in their life where they have to move on and move up. This is me taking my turn I guess.

I'm always the one kid that always has to hear about someones parents getting a divorce... Someone getting pregnant.... Someone dropping out.... Someone getting kicked out.... Basically I always have to hear about someone else's life taking a turn for the real.

And.... My life has always been pretty stagnant, until college. Then everything changed.

I know people usually finish that type of sentence off with a "for the better" or "for the worse". I said for the Real, because when people grow up and get hit with the parents that can't support them anymore, or are forced to have to turn their backs on the household they've known for years due to growing and finding themselves, it's never really the best because we all struggle to make it ourselves and prove a point to the world and our families.... But it's never the worse because it doesn't matter how bad you may think you have it, there is always someone out there that is going through hella more outrageous shit that you don't even know about.

It's just real life. It's the real.

I find that writing helps me a lot.... Despite the fact that I haven't really been blogging as often as I usually do, coming back to it I realize that the reason behind me creating this site for myself was not just to vent but to really express the type of person I am.... To express the way I see the world in all aspects.... And people read and people listen. And people may never do anything with a word that I write or say.... But people still listen and still read.

It's like a hidden power. Or at least that's what it's always been to me....

That's why I am really on point with revamping the the site.... Refreshing the page.... Not just for more views. But because I want the people who view the page to actually look at the page as a person.... Who lives and breathes and has a lot to talk about that coincides and can help someone else's life.

I don't want any of my readers to feel like their alone basically.... Because I think my personal loneliness at times is what lead me to embark on this 4-5 year blog page.

That I love. And I love everyone else who finds a passion in writing and expression.......

But... Yeah. That's just what it is for the time being.

-..... But she's Beautiful.

I wish I could start by giving everyone that hand waving emoji or something intricate like that, lol.

But I mean, I really can't.

But anyways-

Currently sitting at work on the computer and as time was passing me by I decided why not take a look at some news articles. I'm not really the biggest reader.... Actually I rarely read anything unless it's like a dope blog or newspaper/magazine article on something relevant to my existence. Despite that though, I still like to read stories. Especially on crimes and dead people.

Hold up.... DEAD people?

"Hmmmm.... A weird one we have here."

Nooo, not really.

But I mean, it honestly really isn't. I used to be the kid freshman year in high school that watched episodes of Forensic Files on TV. I used to love that show.... The element of surprise. It was just really spooky and slightly interesting. So it caught my attention for a long time.

Or at least until it went off the air.

But I was cruising through a series of articles, courtesy to Huffington Posts, and I came across this news on a woman by the name of Jodi Arias....?

It seems like there's a ton of people who are already educated about this case, so I guess I was ridin' the short bus with this one cause I just got hip.

But, basically: This crazy lady, in a relationship with this cool dude, she is allegedly seeing someone behind his back, she kills the dude in cold blood, and now the jury doesn't know whether to serve her with life in prison or the death sentence; but they know for sure that she committed the crime.

Reading news stories like that, you kind of expect to see some one crazy but she was actually gorgeous. I was surprised someone like that could do something that grimy.... That reckless. And if you seen the crime photos, you'd know.

A rather intimidating crime for a such a pretty lady. Crazy how things happen.

Should she get the death sentence...? Should she live?

I reserve my opinion.

Or I mean, it ain't goin' on here. Hell no.

Don't get dirty fuckin' around with too many pretty faces.

- Chris Kelly, From '90s Rap Duo Kriss Kross, Dead At 34 : MSN News

Chris Kelly of the '90s rap duo Kris Kross has died, confirms the Associated Press. He was 34.



Kelly, pictured on the left, was reportedly found unresponsive in his Atlanta home on Wednesday. The official cause of death has yet to be determined, and an autopsy is scheduled for Thursday. But a Fulton County police spokeswoman tells the AP, "It appears it may have been a possible drug overdose."



Kris Kross was best known for the infectious hit "Jump" from their 1992 debut album, "Totally Krossed Out," and their trademark backwards clothes. 



The duo consisted of Kelly, known as Mac Daddy, and Chris Smith, called Daddy Mac. They were discovered at an Atlanta mall by producer Jermaine Dupri, and were just 13 when "Totally Krossed Out" exploded onto the charts.



Soon, they were touring with Michael Jackson and starring in their own video game. Unfortunately, the group's next two studio albums failed to match the multiplatinum success of their debut, although they had additional hits with songs such as "Warm It Up," "Alright" and "Tonite's tha Night."



Kelly and Smith reunited in February for a 20th anniversary concert celebrating Dupri's So So Def Recordings. On Wednesday night, the label released a statement with Kelly's mother, Donna Kelly Pratte:

"It is with deep sadness that we announce that our beloved Chris Kelly has passed away on May 1. To millions of fans worldwide, he was the trendsetting, backwards pants-wearing one-half of Kris Kross who loved making music. But to us, he was just Chris –- the kind, generous and fun-loving life of the party. Though he was only with us a short time, we feel blessed to have been able to share some incredible moments with him. His legacy will live on through his music, and we will forever love him."

Dupri also issued a statement:

"To the world chris was Mac Daddy but to me, he was a son I never had, as much as you may think I taught him, he taught me, god has blessed me to be in the presence of so many naturally talented people, and chris was one. his understanding of what we set out to do, from day one was always on point. his passion for the music, his love for doing shows, his want to better than everyone else, was always turnt up. when I think about it I spent more time with chris than damn near anybody in my whole life, so you can imagine how bad this hurts. I will always love you chris, and I will never let the world forget you, may god bless your soul."

Another Fallen soilder. R. I. P., you will be missed.