The Un-Real Deal.

So, I got a little curious and I guess I can say that one thing led to another. Either way, I found out a lot about: Sex Dolls. People say that they are really not just made for sex, and that they actually help with companionship with those that have a hard time forming a relationship with REAL women. Personally, I can say that these things are a form of art and they're actually not all that bad looking if I do say so myself. At the same time, they're unethical and they promote sex with beings that are fake and practically......dead. They can't cook for you, clean for you.....They really can't even fuck you because they can't move on their own. But, I found it to be very interesting. This documentary is very old, but it's practically what it would be if they were to make a new one today. Have a look see at the segments. Learn some new ish.





Break: Ok, so it's kinda weird? Yeh, that's how I felt after I finished seeing two of the segments. Although, it's very interesting how these men really have pumped life into these silicone dolls and have really made it a reality that these dolls are actually helping them live happily. I mean.....it's kinda strange? See more. Judge for yourself.






End note: So my end conclusion: I think that these men are not all there. This is in NO WAY to be disrespectful or ignorant towards someone else's loneliness, but: I just feel like these fake women are not going to help a man find out how to please and settle with a real women. One of the men actually was dating a women and had the nerve to really bring the dolls to the table where they were both eating..??? That shit was not ok, I don't give a fuck who you are. If your man that has 8, I repeat, EIGHT dolls, and he makes it obvious that he is sleeping with them and then he shows you to your face?? It would be ignorant and stupid not to get him some help or at least ask some heavy ass questions on why the fuck he even started doing it in the first place. That was probably the thing that really got me the most. A real womens love is one that cannot be cloned by a silicone doll. Sorry.
For and extra look into the world of dolls: Here is the making of the actual dolls.

+Light It Up

Prettyyyy.

Mellowhype - Primo

+Sexy Back

Burrrrrr.

The title of this blog is a complete contradiction from the state that I'm actually in because it's actually really hot as fuck, and me and my roomies have been forced to sleep naked because our AC is broken.

How unfortunate.

Anyways, I've been doing a little bit better with catching up with my work..... I just need to keep this shit up and there should be no issue. I went in today to pay for my housing application for next semester.....so I guess that means something.

I'm trying really hard to focus on my work.....My responsibilities.

It's crunch time. I really can't afford to slip up on even the slightest things.

And yet, I've managed to sleep through all my classes, miss more classes on a weekly basis, and party.....

FAIL.

Can't be doing things like that.

And then dudes get my face everyday.

I don't even think it'e because they think that I look good anymore.... I just think it's because they can.

Just when you'd think everybody would be concerned about their grades and such, there's people that just don't seem to get the messege.

Whatever.... I'm so threw with this shit.

Like, I could give a fuck about a boy right now. I have too many things that I have to worry about. And the thing that is really funny is that because so many dudes are doing so bad because all they do is party, smoke, fuck, and talk to girls....? They're not going to have the opportunity to be in University next semester, or next year because their grades didn't cut it. That: Is not going to be me. And so in order for that to happen, I have to separate myself from that crowd of 'boys'.

Men: Worry about their lives.....their education......Their priorities.

Like.....I don't get it...

Don't you think that a girl will be way more attracted to you if you're cute, AND you're on your shit?? I would. Because that's what adults do..... They maintain themselves and catch themseleves before they fall because they're too grown to wait for someone to catch them.

Idk..... I just hate to see so many people transfer next semester by force..... But I guess that's what you bargain for when you don't try to do something about it....

I'm done for the night.... Later.

+Lovin' Me Some:

Biotin. I just started using it.....It's been a while, and it's doing a little bit. You see the most change in you're nails first. Mines is 5000 mcg and 120 soft gels, and I take 2 a day. I think that's the highest potency.....? So if you get the 1000 mcg, you can take at least 5 a day.... Anyways: Shit works :) For those trying to grow long and healthy nails and hair. TRY IT!!

Do you're personal research before purchasing any pills or medications, but they sell them anywhere really. I got mines at Wal-Mart for about $6. Cheap and beneficial.

-10 Random Sam Spits The Truth Facts Moment!-

1. I think I'm in love with my iPhone...... Seriously.

2. I get really tired of people asking me why I have a iTouch, and a iPhone..... I just keep my music where I keep my music, and my contacts where I keep my contacts.

3. I've really been into the process of growing out my hair..... Doesn't seem like it's really gonna take as long as I though though.

4. Biotin: Works for me. Except it's kinda dry ;/

5. I'm tired of living the single life...... I wanna boyfriend now :(

6. I'm trying to get my grades up. I'm sure as fuck, I'm def passing all my classes, no matter what this semester.

7. I haven't really been dressing up all that much latley....

8. I got some MAC make-up for the first time recently, and I must say, it does what it says it does. Impressed :)

9. I never thought that I was that dark.

10. I want more moneyyyyyyy.

Waterfall Braid :)

Oooh.