"No you didn't just ignore me like you didn't see me?!?!"

Lol....this is probably a weird picture to put up here for this topic, but something about it just seemed a little right.

Idk.....But I feel like talking about people that ignore other people they know that they know on purpose. Or in other words...friends that just ignore their friends for like......no damn reason. I hate it. And you know, I'm not gonna lie, I've done it a couple times myself, but I've always ended up coming to terms with myself and facing the conversation so I can patch up what seems to be an awkward misunderstanding.

Haha.... I love it, "Awkward misunderstanding". That's what it is.

It's like, the summer comes around and everything, and when you get back to school for the new year, all these people that talked to you all fine and dandy last year wanna act like they don't know you. Walk right pass you.....look in the other direction. And I bet anyone reading this right now is like....Damn...

How many times has this happened to you?

Ahh....a couple. It happens to everyone.....and I feel like just now spending that 10 minutes blogging about it....just got me over it...shit....

Now what am I gonna talk about.....

oh well. Hope someone learned something....I guess.

-The Wants

Idk what it is about this time....(or this place cause it seems like whenever I'm here I want some vitamin water.) but I got a craving for some Vitamin Water right now. And I hate when people say they don't like it that much....when they know damn well they do.....and the man behind it:)


An Ipod that can take pictures without having to be a phone?? Yea...thats tight. I just wish they had that feaure included with just regular Itouches....that be better.

I love Sesame Street! Elmo especially:) This book was made in honor of all the years they've been around. 40 to be exact. That's.....pretty cool. lol, I want it so bad!!!!


I want this album so frikin bad. I heard some really good songs on it. Real nice. Might put up a play dough post soon, so.....yea. Back to the Rihanna music I was listening to.

-hahaha

Parts 1 and 2.

-Some.....really crazy hands.

↑This ones...my favorite.

-Ugh!

↓Mine.....broke. But, I'm definitely getting another one. Man....I loved this thing. Live Strong! Get one.

-Itouch........

Lovin' it.

"AHHH! Can we all just settle down."

Bored as FRICK!

Talking on the phone with my girl K, wondering what the hell else I'm gonna do for the rest of the day.....

let's talk about.........:Racism.

Well, that's not really what I wanted to talk about.....but it sounds pretty interesting. Cause that's what we were talking about over the phone. And the reason why we were talking about it is cause today at our school, we had this assembly, and that's why I think that's a good topic for today....or right now....cause I can't stay off of this thing for more than like 3 hours.

But......yea.

Today when we had the assembly, they talked about....a lot....of stuff.

It was basically kids in high school, admitting their deepest darkest secrets, and opening up to the student body. Which.....is all good. Except for the fact that the minorities (and this would be pertaining to people outside just the black race, since like......black and white are the only two races anyone ever focuses on) are always so.....isolated, and feel so.......awkward.

Now, this is not no plea, or something that is gonna be for black power or whatever.

None of that now. Tired of all that shit.

This is to you black people....Asian people...Spanish people....Jewish people....etc, whatever, that take things...so...damn...SERIOUSLY!

I mean for real.....stop bein' so damn sensitive. It's America. You see that word right there? AH-MERE-AH-CA! Shit like that happens all the time. And if your a minority, including myself, your gonna have to deal with that type of stuff on a daily basis for your whole life.

YOUR....WHOLE.....LIFE.

Like for example: this one girl that sits at my lunch table. Man.....she's always talking smack, and it never ends. But other than that, this girl thinks the whole world is out to get her. Like.........seriously? Chill out. She's convinced that everyone is a damn racist. Cause at the assembly, there was a slide show that showed every one's secrets that they wrote, and this one kid admitted to being racist. So, at lunch, she flipped out.

Now slow your roll....cause I know some of ya'll are gonna give me all this crap, and you can if you want, but you gotta read the following before you do.

Now....I....am NOT....a racist. Nor will I ever...ever...be.

And chances are I may never understand what's wrong with that girl, but it's whatever. GET OVER IT. Cause the more you complain about little comments like that, the more you add on to the statistic. And it just never goes away.

I'll tell you one thing....I don't say the N word. I really, don't. In fact, every time I refer to it, I always literally say "the N word." Why?: Cause it's derogatory. And me saying it, only makes me and my whole race look bad. And if you say it, and don't agree with me, that's on you. Not that saying it can always be bad, cause you do what you wanna do. But it's this thing about.....how only black people can, and no one else pertaining to any other race can say it.

........That's some bull-shit.

Why?: because.....that's a myth. ANYONE AND EVERYONE IS ENTITLED TO SAYING ANYTHING HE OR SHE CHOOSES TO SAY.

Learn it. Live it. Then teach it. And continue to live by it.

People are people. It's the 20th century...meaning things have changed....dramatically. Back in the day, maybe a Caucasian/White person couldn't dare say something like that to an African-American person, or they'd get beat up. Or the best job a Spanish or Chinese person could get was a nail or cleaning job.

But.....shit has changed man.

I'd rather have my friends that aren't black, ask me questions about African-American race. Cause a lot of times, what we might take as an insult, is really just confusion. Cause other people that aren't in your race, don't understand it's history better than you.

So what do you do?: Answer them. Give them a legitimate response, so they know what's right.....instead of freaking out, and going crazy over nothing.

.......Cause it makes you look so.....damn....stupid.

And I think that's why I have as many friends as I do. Because I make them feel free around me. Because I could give a crap about what anyone has to say. I mean, yea....he said the N word.......

But........was he talking to you?!?!?!

If someones racist......shit....let that person be racist! If he or she isn't talking to you, let them be. Cause the truth is, you can't literally go around, and crack every body that says the N word in the face. You just can't. And if that's how you live your life right now, and your reading this......stop. Cause you look dumb....for real. And I......would never support anything like that. Even if you were my homie. Cause that's not classy......or the least bit "cool".....at all.

I love everybody. I don't care about your race, size, clothes, or whether or not you toast your pop tarts before you eat them. I just don't care. Cause that's not what makes a human being.

We all have a brain....a heart....and the same air supply.

So...consider that.

"I'm just like that."

So, I said in my other post, that I had nothing else to talk about. And that I was really just frustrated, with everything that was going on with the whole fashion thing. But, told ya....I couldn't stay away from blogging about something else for that long.

And....I thought of something.

Being a mute. How this has affected me, for like....really, my whole life.

It's usually when I go to school. It's like....I just don't have nothing to say. And all my friends always think some thing's wrong with me.....but I'm fine.

When I was way younger I remember when people used to ask me why I was so quiet, I wouldn't know what to say, cause I didn't wanna seem more weird on top of the weirdness that was already being conveyed by all my silence. But now a days, when people ask me why I'm so quiet, plain and simple: That's just the way it is.

I mean....seriously....why talk...if you don't have anything to say...??

I really don't know why before, I used to feel like I had an obligation to explain to people why I was the way I was. But now....I don't feel that way anymore.

Today, I went to school, and hardly said anything to anybody. I have those days, when I do break through and talk to everyone. But today wasn't one of those days. Which it usually often happens to not be.

I spoke only when I was asked a question, or complimented on something I was wearing. And...that's pretty much it.

So even though I'm not a legitimate mute, I still call myself one, cause that's how I feel. Like I just never have anything to say. And I think a lot of other kids have that problem. Not that it's really a problem.....cause if your anything like me, and you just don't like talking when you have nothing to say, then your fine. And this wouldn't mean that you had no friends or that you were lonely, but it would just mean....that you keep your damn peace.

For Christ sake.....all the drama I've avoided by keeping my mouth shut is way worth leaving it that way.

'What Do You Really Think When She Does That? (for you guys)"

Girls, girls, girls.

It's like, whenever she does something, you think something else. But....that's not always right.

1. Texting/Calling. ← When girls text you or call you excessively, it's not cause their on your dick. It's cause sometimes, when you develop a relationship with someone (even if it just is on a friend type level), they feel like they can talk to you whenever they want. In fact, most girl's aren't even the type to call or text a dude first (ha! me). And that's simply because of our next point.↓

2. Why we never wanna text you first. ← Cause....it just seems awkward. And not only awkward, but what I like to call "Thirsty". I mean for real....what do I look like textin' you first? Desperate. Which is why a lot of girls won't do it. So if you ever messaged a girl, with your number, asking her to text you and she didn't....don't take it personal....but you just stepped off the relationship at a bad start.

3. I can tell by the way she laughs, she wants me.....No....she doesn't man. ← A lot of dudes think that just because a girl cracks up the whole time their with them, that girl has this automatic liking for them....and I'm here to say: That's not true. Now sometimes, when a girl laughs a lot, she MIGHT like you a little. But you could just be really funny. And believe it or not, that's a really unreliable way to tell whether or not a girl likes you.....cause if you say something that's funny, I'll laugh. And you don't have to be drop dead gorgeous for me to find you funny so....think about that.

4. Man...she won't answer any of my freaky questions! ← Then: maybe she's not tryna ever take it to that level with you. I mean c'mon. You don't wanna keep looking stupid when you try to get intimate, and a girl keeps kickin' you to the curb. If you keep getting ignored your request to know something, then there's really only like two things that can happen. Either: you move on and find some freak that is up to par with your freaky side, or: you hold on a little bit. Cause maybe she's just waiting. But then again...if that wait happens to be like, 20 years long....then you know it's not going down anytime soon.

5. So I'm here...but she's not here with me. ← A lot of times, the big question a guy will ask a girl, when they get on that level, is if she's a virgin. Now, let me tell you something guys....the girl will always say no. Why?: Because...she knows that's what you wanna hear. And don't lie....cause you know damn well you do. And if she doesn't, that really shows that she wants a real relationship and not just a one time thing. But with the girls that do say yes, let me tell you: shit is fake. They'll say that, cause they don't want rejection. And they'll play with you, till it really comes down to doing something. And when you get all excited cause you think it's really bout to happen, and they say "I'm scared", well she is scared. But not only is she scared, but she's new to the whole thing. So before you get to that point with a girl, (that is if your interested in a girl with some experience) you should ask her about her past life. Some of the things she's done before, so you really know whether or not she's really what she says she is, because looking stupid never benefited anybody.

6. I did everything for that bitch....and she still left me! ← The boy that does every little thing for his girl, calls her every hour on the hour, is at her house twenty-four seven and watches over her every move with his little prissy boy, saint attitude.....is BORING! And can sometimes even be really embarrassing for some females to even admit to being involved with. (I would know.) And chances are: If your girl's ok with it, or just isn't complaining, that she's probably playin' you, cause she knows that your too dumb-witted to know what's really going on. Now, not every guy has to be rough and aggressive, because that can be a turn off too. But now a days, girls aren't checkin' for a boy with rosy cheeks, if you know what I'm sayin'. You can be nice, but being nice and obsessive are two different things. And when it turns to all that, it becomes just straight up annoying, and.....you lose.

7. I didn't think what I said was that serious. ← Um, you never do. Which is pretty inconsiderate. And sometimes, you should think twice about what you say, cause little things that might not matter to you, may really piss some females off. And this can occur in a relationship, or just talking to a girl from a friend's point of view. So with that....that's pretty much self- explanatory what you should and shouldn't say. Just...think about it a little more before you say it....cause when some girls leave, they don't ever come back.

↑Well......I hope at least some of this helped you guys out there.

-Some personal footwork I did.

Yea, so I did this on the night of the party, or "get together". I call it the "Ricochet". Why: Cause that's the first thing that comes to mind whenever I look at it. A little lace work going on here. One shoe took up two laces, if any ones wondering. So...I present to you the "Ricochet".↑ This was what it looked like before I Ricocheted it.
↑ And this would be the after look.
↑ So obviously the shoes are different now. The Ricochet consist of a pop at the center, with the laces on top folded on top of the regular laces and in the shoe, and the bottom shoe lace points, positioned inward, under the very bottom lace.
↑And there's your Ricochet. Lmfao.

"FEELS SO GOOD, TO BE BACK!- 80's post"

So.....I finally got back from the learning center:)

I came back way earlier this morning, but this is the time I felt like getting on the computer, so.....whatever.

I posted another picture up for my Other Ish category. I get all those other Ish things at deviant art by the way. Can't find all that extravagant stuff on regular old google.

But.....yea.

I've been so into the 80's for a minute. Like, three nights ago I went online to look for some new music (cause I'm ALWAYS looking for new music), and I was really feeling like listening to some old pop/crazy kind of music. So I tried looking up some old school songs from the 80's.

I've always discovered these...weird, but cool old school songs. But it wasn't really till three nights ago, that I discovered that by coincidence, all the songs I ever really discovered were from the 80's. So....I guess I have a thing for the 80's.

But there are a lot of good songs from the 80's. It's like after a while....you get tired of hearing some the same songs over and over again. It's really redundant. That is, if your anything like me.

And....in my lifetime.....I haven't come across to many. Which is great.
That ol' 80's swagg.

"Van Vicker"....(finally.)

I went to this premiere, a movie premiere for an African well-known actor named Van Vicker. Very talented. I was surprised at how close we could get to him! But the place wasn't as packed as I thought it would be. Although it was still really cool. We got the opportunity to ask him a question. "What do you like to do for fun?" lol. Well, he answered...(after like, 500 other peoples questions.) Turns out, he's a family guy. Likes hangin' out and such. These are some shots we took when we went, hence that is NOT my hand. And I took one with him, but the picture was way to blurry, and I just didn't like it. Believe it or not:) I was nervous and scared....He probably thought something was wrong with me, cause he asked me if I was ok. And the girl next to him in the picture of him sitting down, is an African model, Francine.....I gotta pic with her too:)))Gotta Autograph also....but i'm just too lazy to take a pic of that rigt now...maybe later:)

"From Swag....to Swagg....to Swagger."

This tittle might be a little awkward....but this whole blog is a little awkward.

Me and my little brother were talking about, how everyone likes to refer themselves to having swag. Like when you ask someone, why they do what they do, or why they might wear certain clothes, and they tell you cause it's all part of their swag.

Ok....I think....it's time to stop all that.

I've said it too myself, but sometimes we gotta separate swag from swagg (Which is actually swagger abbreviated.)

Now, a swag, is a bundle containing the personal belongings of a swag man. And a swag man, is a itinerant Australian laborer, who carries his personal belongings in a bundle as he travels around in search of work. And that, I got right out of searching through the dictionary of my itouch.

Bet no one out there really thought that every time they said the word swag, they were speaking in those terms.

I know a lot of people might read this and be like, "yo...who does that??". Well idk. After hearing it so many times, I just thought of doing it. So....I just did.

Now swagg on the other hand is what we really mean, when we say swag. But because we don't usually say "swagg with 2 g's", no one really hears for the difference. That's why when we wanna say swagg, we should really say swagger. Cause that's the whole word, and that's what we actually wanna say.

Just a short lesson I guess. And yes....even if no one says so....there is a difference.

.... :)

"The Secret"

So today, I got up and really didn't know what I was gonna do all day. Although I eventually figured it out on my own.

I remember walking in the kitchen, to find my mom working on some clothes or something like that. And I asked her, "What if someone broke into our house one of these days...? What would you do??" (Cause we live in a neighborhood where it's believed that it's so great, nothing can ever happen like that.) And she just looked at me like I was crazy, and asked me why would I even utter something that negative. Then she told me to watch this movie called The Secret.

I watched it....And I loved it.

Everything in the movie was so logical, it was too good to be true. In The Secret, it's believed that negative thoughts, will bring up negative things. That your mind controls everything around you, and that everything you want will come to you if you actually train your mind to believe that you already have it. Like if you have a friend or a boyfriend or something that never calls you. Instead of focusing on how much he doesn't call you, think as if he calls you all the time. Because thinking about how he doesn't call you, only generates negative thoughts, that lead to negative outcomes, Which means the more you think of how it isn't happening, the more it won't.

Weird...I know.

But it all makes perfect sense. The universe is like a genie. You control the wishes, and unlike Aladdin, there are no limits. You need to be happy in yourself before any of this can work though. And I know people that read this may be like, "Well, I can't be happy all the time."

And your right, that's life.

But thinking like that, is also all part of having the negative thoughts. Thinking that you are happy all the time, will make you happy all the time. Thinking that this process doesn't work, will make it indeed, not work. But setting your feelings to a good outcome, will give you everything you want. And if you start to feel sad, think of all the things you have to be thankful for. Perhaps a house, Kids, your Job, your life. And you'll also start seeing the true meaning of happiness. No bullshit.

For example: Let's say you want a pair of new shoes. You don't know how your gonna get them, but you know you will. If you always think like, "These shoes are just way to expensive. I'll never have enough to get these." Granted, you won't. Because your thinking has told the universe that since she thinks she won't get the shoes, then I won't give them to her. Because she doesn't expect to ever get them. But if you think like "wow, these shoes are nice. I already have them:)" Granted, the universe will give them to you. Bet.

Still don't believe me??

OK: Like when you check your mail everyday after work. Every time you expect to see a bill, that's exactly what you see every time. But have you ever thought about for once Not expecting the bill?? Instead of expecting a bill, expect a check. Expect it to the point where you can already see yourself with it. And believe it or not, once you start having those thoughts, your mind will send messages out to the universe. And at that very moment, you've already began to evolve your life into a path to get this check without even knowing it. It's the truth.

The greatest, richest, smartest men on earth, made it because of this theory. With no school or anything. Just a dream.

The theory is strange....I know. But it taught me a lot. A lot about life, and how success doesn't always revolve around money, or school (not to say that it's a bad thing). That sometimes you have to make a way when theres no way. And even thinking that there's a way, can bring it about. People may say that it's crazy. But again, those are the negative thoughts, and the more you think them, the more they will come true. I try now to think positive, about the images I see, and the things I'm told everyday. That if I want to be a millionaire, I can be if I think about it as if that's what I already am.

Watching the movie, I remember this man, talking about how he had these boards. These things he called vision boards. Where he would cut things out that he wanted and he'd put them on there, so he wouldn't forget about them. The man Gets just a little older. And he's moving, and packs everything he has, including his vision boards. He buys a house. And after living in it for a while, one day his son walks up to him and says "Daddy, what's in that box?". It was a box he never opened when he came to his new house. He said he didn't know. So then he opened it. And to his surprise he saw that it was his vision boards from way back. And at the top of the first board was a picture he had cut out, of a huge luxurious house. And the man started to cry. And his son asked, "Daddy, why are you crying??" And he says, "Because son.....this is our house."

From the day he started to think about the house as if he already had it, The universe was already re-arranging itself to give it to him. And he didn't even know it. His positive thoughts, brought about his positive outcomes. And I bet you if he had seen that house the day he cut it out, and said "I could never afford this.", It would have never been his today.

To get up a flight of steps, you don't need to see the whole staircase. You just need to see the first step. -Martin Luther King Junior.

Knowledge is power....Only if you know how to use it.

"Omfg! wtf is this yo?!?!"

So I just caught this stolling by....wow.

No edits people! All you see is what I saw.

Wtf is this dude doin?!?!?!

lol.