"I'm just like that."

So, I said in my other post, that I had nothing else to talk about. And that I was really just frustrated, with everything that was going on with the whole fashion thing. But, told ya....I couldn't stay away from blogging about something else for that long.

And....I thought of something.

Being a mute. How this has affected me, for like....really, my whole life.

It's usually when I go to school. It's like....I just don't have nothing to say. And all my friends always think some thing's wrong with me.....but I'm fine.

When I was way younger I remember when people used to ask me why I was so quiet, I wouldn't know what to say, cause I didn't wanna seem more weird on top of the weirdness that was already being conveyed by all my silence. But now a days, when people ask me why I'm so quiet, plain and simple: That's just the way it is.

I mean....seriously....why talk...if you don't have anything to say...??

I really don't know why before, I used to feel like I had an obligation to explain to people why I was the way I was. But now....I don't feel that way anymore.

Today, I went to school, and hardly said anything to anybody. I have those days, when I do break through and talk to everyone. But today wasn't one of those days. Which it usually often happens to not be.

I spoke only when I was asked a question, or complimented on something I was wearing. And...that's pretty much it.

So even though I'm not a legitimate mute, I still call myself one, cause that's how I feel. Like I just never have anything to say. And I think a lot of other kids have that problem. Not that it's really a problem.....cause if your anything like me, and you just don't like talking when you have nothing to say, then your fine. And this wouldn't mean that you had no friends or that you were lonely, but it would just mean....that you keep your damn peace.

For Christ sake.....all the drama I've avoided by keeping my mouth shut is way worth leaving it that way.