Some things.....just aren't meant to kill.....And somehow they still do.

Awh, what a cute picture for this piece, aye? Haha.

But.....this, is about: Jealousy.

Everyone feels it....everyone makes others feel that way. It goes all the way around, and then it comes right on back to you.

Like yesterday, I was sitting with my parents and they were watching this thing about this girl, that killed 4 of her friends. She and her boyfriend both participated at killing the other 4 kids, and they were all in high school when this all happened. Or maybe like, just graduated. But they were all around 17....and really young.

The story starts off, with the girl (The one who murdered her friends), being this like, huge loser in high school. She was suffering from a disease, which I know but can't spell, but it was hair loss, and she was a complete outcast...who had no friends. She also didn't have a father, because he passed away when she was still a child. So she was also really vulnerable, especially to men.

There were two other girls that were really popular, but they weren't bitches to her and they took her under their wings. They dolled this girl up.....Had her voted most irresistible from her senior class, and she even got herself a man with the help of these girls.

Once this girl gained her rep....? She and her boyfriend killed the two girls and their boyfriends, which were with them at the time. After that, they hid for the longest time, and she got caught and prosecuted for it.....and the guy that did it with her committed suicide, so they couldn't do anything with him of course.

The whole thing just made me feel like....idk, really vexed. Like, it wasn't enough for you to be friends with these people....these girls that made you cool. You wanted way more than just friendship, like....you wanted to be just like them....to the point of eliminating them from the earth, cause' you felt that if you couldn't be them, nobody could be them. Not even them.

...........That's cold man. And fucking sick.

At first, when I was watching it, she had said that it was all her boyfriends idea so it would seem that she was guilty by association.....But I mean, these are your friends.....You should have stopped him, even if you were afraid to yo. Cause' that just always seems to be the big excuse right...."I was too afraid." And she said this....and they found records that after the crime, she called her boyfriend that did it with her, like 100 times afterwards.

You're so scared....but you seem to be fine holding conversations with him over the phone....?

Sure.

But anyways....the point is....Jealousy kills people. And because this story was so striking to me....it made me wanna emphasize it. Cause' it's just really some unbelievable shit. And unfortunately, I see this happen to girls especially, all around me, that I know, on a daily basis.

And it's really sad.

So....if you're ever jealous of anyone....or anything that anyone has that you don't....Do yourself a favor, and don't worry about it. Cause' being on that jealousy shit.....will consume you for real.

Next thing you know, your not even talking the same cause' you've changed yourself beyond even your own recognition.

Not cool.