+Yesss:D

So, I can't get this song out of my head, and I'm really not trying to. It's the oldest thing ever, lol, so it's a throwback and none the less. But I love it. Never heard it before? Well then I hope you get hooked:) 1-50-1 Boyz - Cheekies. AYY CHEEKAYS!

Old skool vs. The new

Everyone is, and if not, should be aware of the arguments going back and fourth from Nicki Minaj to Lil' Kim. This is a little of what was said about it>


Lil Kim has fired shots at Nicki Minaj again! This time around it appears that Nicki’s new track “Roman’s Revenge” featuring Eminem did the trick. Kim performed in Minaj’s hometown of Queens last night and had a few not-so-friendly words to say about the Young Money rapper. Peep what she said below…

“I will erase this b!tch’s social security number, first of all I don’t even need a record right now and I’d kill that b!tch with my old sh!t. My records ain’t just enter the charts, they made history. WTF is this bullsh!t, this sh!t come and go.”


(Read more: http://gossiponthis.com/2010/11/06/lil-kim-says-she-will-erase-nicki-minaj-video/#ixzz1E68VM5n6)


Like, I don't know.

I feel Lil' Kim is cool, and I feel like Nicki Minaj is also cool. Both are different. Apparently Nicki Minaj started it by saying something about Lil' Kim, talking about how she was "The new" Lil' Kim.

As much as I like Nicki.....I don't think that, that was cool to say that. On another note though, Nicki is more relevant to my time. Lil' Kim is a throwback, not in a bad way, but she just isn't something that I would expect my little brother to be bumpin' to at this point in time. My mom however, yes. So it's kinda like that, with the difference between the two.

I'm not a very big fan of rapper beef and drama, but.....yeh.

-Home sick.......Trick.

So today I was supposed to get a ride from a friend to school, but she woke up late and couldn't come to get me. I then just decided to sit in my room and wait till it was time for me to leave.....but then I don't know, something just came over me and I just decided to stay home for a change. I go to school everyday....and you're supposed to, but when I say everyday I mean I'm one of those kids that literally goes to school every single day. I think I've only missed like, I don't know, 2 other days since the start of this school year, and this day might be like the 3rd or 4th. I don't know, but....

I needed a break.

And plus with two AP classes and an honors class stacked up in a row, everyday, 5 times a week...

I need as much extra time to do my work as I can get.

I've been racking up the blog views lately. Lol, I don't know if it's because I made a new Twitter and somehow from there people linked me up a little, like I don't know, but I like it. One thing that did happen to me last night though was that, this one guy, had sent me a link to his blog page.

Like I looked at it.....and it really wasn't....."me". Like everyone blogs differently you know, but I'm sure he probably saw mines and that's why he even sent his to me, and it just didn't suite my fancy.....wasn't up to par with anything that I would talk about. But I looked at it, and read some stuff. Then it dawned on me: You know.....why me?

People, I am in no way a promoter. Like I guess if I really like something and I want to inspire others to take it under their wing, yeah I'll put it on here. But I'm not in the business of making people famous. I'm: Not famous. I could be, depending on how far my blog goes, so it's a possible outcome that would be really cool, but currently: I'm not, and have never been. So when people send me their personal websites and ask me to check them out, I do. Because I'm nice, and because I run a blog page so I know what it's like to want people to read your point of view.

But it gets annoying when people send me all this stuff, trying to promote their network and trying to get me to follow them, or follow me, just because they see that I got a good thing going with my blog. I don't like that. And yes, I'm complaining about it.

And shit.....somebody out there that fits this category is gonna read this, and is probably still gonna have the balls to send me dumb shit.

That's fine. At least I said it.

I think its more painful to be ignored than it is to just listen. You can't be mad when I don't respond, when I told you that I didn't want the shit in my inbox in the first place. Like, it only makes sense. But I guess some people will never learn.

Anyways.....I'm at home right now just chillin', doing nothing.

My dad is home, and upset at me, I'm guessing cause I didn't go to school, but I don't care. I'm grown now......Which means if I get up in the morning and I don't feel well and I don't wanna go to school: I won't. But don't get it twisted kids....

Go to school. Cause' I'm not sitting here saying that you shouldn't. Cause' for real, you really should.

Till later, peace.

+My Industry

So, the industrial bar is a pretty neat piercing. I have one myself that I was gonna take a picture of and add to this blog, but my camera decided to act up on me the last minute. Anyways: I love it. I like having it and I like the cool earring's you can get with having this piercing, which is why I chose to get it done. I actually did mines myself. I've always been skilled at doing my own ears, but I would highly recommend that not everyone try doing that cause' not everyone can. I put up some earring's that I found on the net that were interesting to me. Maybe it'll make someone out there want one.

-On the subject of books.....

Haven't been on much, and haven't really had the time to do anything.

From Friday after school, I've been out and about looking for work. My parents gave me the car for that Thursday and Friday only......Like anyone finds a job in the given amount of only two days....but alright. I went out after school with some friends, then went home and ran right back out to another friends place, where I stayed the night, and in those 2 days I ate out 3 times and slept on the floor, touring part-time jobs in an old, beat up, Chrysler mini-van.

It's the life right?

Yeh right.

But nothing was really more crazy then the one guy that I was trying to avoid: Hitting me up, asking me for forgiveness. Remember the entry that was dealing with the book with the ripped pages? Well what do you do when you randomly come across the lost pages when you least expect it.....?

Yeh, it was pretty crazy.

But I dealt with my situation. And I forgave him. Because honestly, I just didn't feel like being mad anymore.....Like, holding a grudge was never my thing. It depends on the person and what they did.....and what he did was really fucked up.....But the way he came about talking to me......explaining to me everything that was going on with him and such....Ahh, I couldn't do it. There just wasn't anything else left in my body that was telling me to stay away.

And I mean, honestly.....I missed the nigga. Cause' otherwise, for real, why would I have told him to stay away from me.....yet I let him have another chance.

Now I feel like those people on the television shows that get into these weird, messed up relationships.....and whenever the host asks them why they don't just leave, they say it's cause they're in love. And nobody ever gets it. But I do.

Although, if I must say so myself, I would never be as dumb as some of those people. In fact, my situation is rather minor compared to some people on TV.....But still.

Like, I get it.

I'll see where we go with this one. And if I even sense the snake I did before.....

The next time I run away, I'm not looking back.

Hell.....I didn't even look back this time....

He just ran real quick in front of me.

So I had to listen.

Quad Steak Burrito on deck

"FOUR TIMES THE STEEEAAAKKK!!!"

Can't get enough, haha.

-Insomnia ends the tale.

So it isn't as late as it can be, but according to the fact that I have to wake up to four whole new classes tomorrow morning, it is indeed late.

Things have been working out in my favor for the past few.....

Actually, for like the past few hours. Since it really hasn't been that many days since my ugly altercation with this one guy.

Make a long story short- We were nothing that I that we were, and he had something that was crucial to me that he wouldn't give back after it was all said and done, and I had to go above and beyond to get it back.....But I got my shit back. And I feel pretty damn good about it.

I mean, I can sit here and talk for hours.....days if I wanted to, about guys that do girls wrong. But.....It's a typical topic. One that unfortunately, won't be solved by me sitting here and using up time to discuss it.

Point period: Never fuck you're best friends. Or the people that you consider close friends, that you hold close to your heart.

I saw things in a bright light....Like you know, I thought that if we kept our shit up, eventually we would probably end up together, and if not, we would probably just become even more close. But that wasn't the case. I got GOT. I was taken advantage of, and even at this very moment as I type, this dude is still in a mental state telling him that he can do whatever he wants with me, cause' he didn't change even after everything that went down.

It hurts.....

But some people are always gonna be heartless....And even if eventually, time enables them to grow out of those wicked ways, they don't ever see it when it's happening.

I've learned so much from this experience, in my young life. I know that if something was to come about, that was similar, that certain actions would have to be taken and certain things should be said. Sometimes, it takes having to go through the ugliest people to learn life lessons....

But fortunately for me....I've decided. I'm closing the chapter on this event in my life. Moving on.

I've discovered that even the people that you think you can or should be able to trust with everything.....don't always seem to be the right people in the end.

The aftermath of the situation: Is all that matters in the end.

My story with him....Started off like a dream you know....that dream that was actually gonna "come true".

But all the right pages got ripped out of the book....And it left the story incomplete.

So with an unfinished ending.....You get the chance to decide which way you want the story to end.

All I want now is a clean cut from everything. No more dreams. No more talking. Texting. Hanging out. Helping out. Nothing bruh.

So with that...

I think I've decided that I'm done reading.

END OF STORY.