So it isn't as late as it can be, but according to the fact that I have to wake up to four whole new classes tomorrow morning, it is indeed late.
Things have been working out in my favor for the past few.....
Actually, for like the past few hours. Since it really hasn't been that many days since my ugly altercation with this one guy.
Make a long story short- We were nothing that I that we were, and he had something that was crucial to me that he wouldn't give back after it was all said and done, and I had to go above and beyond to get it back.....But I got my shit back. And I feel pretty damn good about it.
I mean, I can sit here and talk for hours.....days if I wanted to, about guys that do girls wrong. But.....It's a typical topic. One that unfortunately, won't be solved by me sitting here and using up time to discuss it.
Point period: Never fuck you're best friends. Or the people that you consider close friends, that you hold close to your heart.
I saw things in a bright light....Like you know, I thought that if we kept our shit up, eventually we would probably end up together, and if not, we would probably just become even more close. But that wasn't the case. I got GOT. I was taken advantage of, and even at this very moment as I type, this dude is still in a mental state telling him that he can do whatever he wants with me, cause' he didn't change even after everything that went down.
It hurts.....
But some people are always gonna be heartless....And even if eventually, time enables them to grow out of those wicked ways, they don't ever see it when it's happening.
I've learned so much from this experience, in my young life. I know that if something was to come about, that was similar, that certain actions would have to be taken and certain things should be said. Sometimes, it takes having to go through the ugliest people to learn life lessons....
But fortunately for me....I've decided. I'm closing the chapter on this event in my life. Moving on.
I've discovered that even the people that you think you can or should be able to trust with everything.....don't always seem to be the right people in the end.
The aftermath of the situation: Is all that matters in the end.
My story with him....Started off like a dream you know....that dream that was actually gonna "come true".
But all the right pages got ripped out of the book....And it left the story incomplete.
So with an unfinished ending.....You get the chance to decide which way you want the story to end.
All I want now is a clean cut from everything. No more dreams. No more talking. Texting. Hanging out. Helping out. Nothing bruh.
So with that...
I think I've decided that I'm done reading.
END OF STORY.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment