-On the subject of books.....

Haven't been on much, and haven't really had the time to do anything.

From Friday after school, I've been out and about looking for work. My parents gave me the car for that Thursday and Friday only......Like anyone finds a job in the given amount of only two days....but alright. I went out after school with some friends, then went home and ran right back out to another friends place, where I stayed the night, and in those 2 days I ate out 3 times and slept on the floor, touring part-time jobs in an old, beat up, Chrysler mini-van.

It's the life right?

Yeh right.

But nothing was really more crazy then the one guy that I was trying to avoid: Hitting me up, asking me for forgiveness. Remember the entry that was dealing with the book with the ripped pages? Well what do you do when you randomly come across the lost pages when you least expect it.....?

Yeh, it was pretty crazy.

But I dealt with my situation. And I forgave him. Because honestly, I just didn't feel like being mad anymore.....Like, holding a grudge was never my thing. It depends on the person and what they did.....and what he did was really fucked up.....But the way he came about talking to me......explaining to me everything that was going on with him and such....Ahh, I couldn't do it. There just wasn't anything else left in my body that was telling me to stay away.

And I mean, honestly.....I missed the nigga. Cause' otherwise, for real, why would I have told him to stay away from me.....yet I let him have another chance.

Now I feel like those people on the television shows that get into these weird, messed up relationships.....and whenever the host asks them why they don't just leave, they say it's cause they're in love. And nobody ever gets it. But I do.

Although, if I must say so myself, I would never be as dumb as some of those people. In fact, my situation is rather minor compared to some people on TV.....But still.

Like, I get it.

I'll see where we go with this one. And if I even sense the snake I did before.....

The next time I run away, I'm not looking back.

Hell.....I didn't even look back this time....

He just ran real quick in front of me.

So I had to listen.