---Interregnum.

Interregnum - The time between two reigns of government. Particularly, kings.

That's honestly how long I feel I've been away from this blog.

I remember when I used to write in between all my breaks. At home, in between classes in school, and at my friends houses on their laptops before I finally got my own.

Yup.....Those were those days yo.

And something out of the blue struck me and made me feel like you know, I should put myself back on. I wasn't ever in a million years planning on leaving Sam Spits The Truth for dead.....But I sure as fuck left it for long enough.

Back on the air.

College shit really gets the best of you.

It doesn't matter what you say.....When you get out there, you'll realize that everything that you thought you would never say, do, or be.....yeh....You are.

You meet a ton of new people though. Parties are wussup. Shit like that makes it feel a whole lot easier, even when you know that it's not.

I don't know. I like it.

Some other things:

-You will always be broke. Especially your freshman year.

-Some people may be people you wish you never came across.

-Your past relationships may be rocky due to you being away and all. Can't change that.

-You'll have new relationships and freedom. But if you abuse those things you're life will only get worse.

-You get stronger cause you're not always gonna just get what you want or expect.

-And always do your homework.....cause if not you're fucking up your own show.

That's it for school notes.

On another note, stress is the form of express of been into for a minute now.

I can't say that I had nothing to do with the fact that some of it is there.....But then again, who can't. When you have time to do nothing, you have time to do small things that can cause you to forever be stressed. I've found that stupid small things have cause me a ton of stress....being on OR OFF campus.

I wanna go the fuck back home sometimes.

My mom stresses me the fuck out......But it's MY MOM. Not 500 other people, or people in their lives stressing me out.

I find that before what I saw as stress was nothing compared to now. I can deal with my mom....I can deal with my family. But I can't deal with anymore of this shit.

You gotta limit yourself.

I'm really bad at predicting the future unless there's obvious signs, I can already tell. Other then that, I like to venture everything. Even if it kills me. Just to find out for myself what's gonna happen.

I swear to God. That'll be the death of me.

Venturing shit is cool.

But look where venturing shit got me. Stressed, because I know everything. Because I wanna DO everything.

Gotta fix it.

Anyways.....yeh, I thought my life before college was a bitch...The only bitch now is that I'm in college.

Mom.

Dad.

Ryan.

Kevin.

Pumpkin.

Cocoa.








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