-Ok... :/

My break has officially come to an end. In a few days I will be back to work, on campus and on task.

.....Ugh.

Although, I can't really say that I'm not ready to go back. I've been home for a good month and a half now....I'm more than ready to go back to school.

On another note.....I got to see an old close friend a few days ago while chilling with my parents while we were outrunning some errands.

It was.....actually really weird...?

Me and this girl are supposed to be best friends....We went from middle school with each other, all the way to our high school graduation and then to college while maintaining a close friendship. I told her everything.....She did likewise.

So with friends as close as that, you would think that having not seen her in a whole college semester and some time, that when we see each other we'd be extremely happy and jumping all over each other, trying to see what's up with each other.

But.....it felt like the complete opposite.

My mother was the one who saw her first, and they greeted each other. Then, I came back to my parents side to see what was up with them before I walk back away and do my own shit, when my mom told me that she saw my best friend Victoria and that they had said hi to each other and that she was looking for me. She was looking for me? I thought. Then hmm, she must really wanna see me. It's been a while so it's really not a surprise. Then I finally run into her, along with my friend Dylan and their friend Leah, who I don't even know....

Leah and Dylan had more words for me than Victoria did....

Wtf....?

She was playing with her hair like she was nervous....She kept on looking at Dylan as if he has anything significant to say, and Leah engaged in a huge conversaation with me and doesn't even know me......

That whole thing was just weird.

Honestly, if I could turn back time, I would make it so then it never happened. I wouldn't even want to have done it differently. I just wouldn't have wanted it to ever have taken place in the first place.

I guess you really can't expect people to stay the same after not speaking to them for a long period of time.....Regaurdless of how long you've known them.

If I was still in high school, it probably would have hurt me more.....

But being older, and having met all these new people in University....I'm kinda over the whole "best-friend" thing.

She went one way, and I went the other.

If I see her in public and she randomly decides that she wants to be on some different shit all of a sudden....I can't control that...And quite frankly....I'm not really trying to.

I have better things to do.