Figure It Out Yourself

Well....It's been a minute.

I'm tired of these long intervals of time that go by without me blogging....Some I can help, and others I can't really do anything about it.

It's not like I'm not blogging because I'm having the time of life...That would be completely different if that was the case.

I've been having a lot of new expierences latly....?

I question that because it being "new" doesn't make it the best.

There's a lot of people I've probably met in the past few weeks....I can probably say I would be fine without. Like, I'd probably be better off if I didn't know some people....because some people don't help you, and you always end up having to help them.....But it should be both ways.

If you always find that in your group of people, you're always the way they can get anywhere....The only way they can figure anything out.....You really shouldn't be in that group of people. They can't think for themselves......ever.

I wanna find people that are better than me....That way I can be better than what I think I can be.

I'm surrounded my bitches, hoes, sluts, dummy's, chicken heads on a daily basis....

What about the girls, females, conservative, productive, women??

This is the type of shit that makes people wanna transfer schools...Because they can't mesh and find a happy median with the enviorment that they are given.

I don't really feel like I haven't settled....I just feel like if settling means letting people put you in stupid situations that you know you shouldn't be in....then that's that's not cool.

Some people....They wanna bring out your worst. They wanna see your attitude...They wanna see just how mad you can get. They will ask you to do things and go places.....they honestly know you wouldn't normally do or go to. Like....And they'll still push you to that point. And then once you catch an attitude or say something....

You're a bitch.

Or you just suck.

Either way....it's like.....wtf.

I'm not playing the role of the sacrificil scape goat anymore...

If there's 4 heads in one group, then all the heads should be working.....Not just one.