+Well...

I'm hurting....I'm bored....

I've actually been hurting a lot these past few days....And it's not cause I'm on my period or anything typical like that. It's weird.....And I'm starting to seriously think it has something to do with the food.

Or the people....You get tired of certain kinds of people after a while....

When I walk to class, like....I don't even anticipate it anymore.

I used to get all weird inside walking to class.....Just walking to class. Because either I would be excited....or I would be nervous....Or I would be trying to avoid seeing someone on my way.

But now, I don't feel like that anymore...

I just feel blank....Like I just feel like I'm not walking around expecting anthing from anyone anymore....I don't expect certain things to happen....And I'm more open to the unexpected.

Everyone you meet has something behind them. It may be good....It may be bad, but either way, it's there. Sometimes it's not worth finding out. And I mean, honestly, no one even has the time for all that....Then again, some people just push you towards getting to know them....Almost as if you have too.

Personally, I think that all the people that you meet were and are people that you were supposed nto meet. Like I always think like....why did certain people that I know, even start talking to me....Me? Of all people.

When I think too hard about it sometimes it starts to aggitate me....Because it's like, it's something that I am never gonna get the answer to...Ever.

I mean there's reasons that people can say....You can be attracted to someone by the way that they look, or the way that they smile or the various people that they choose to talk to....

But I mean.....There's always a more inner reason for why you talk to someone....

I don't know....Maybe that's just the way that I think about things.