-Eyes That Never Close.

Back from work, home again.... Happy to be here but there's really nothing that I'm doing that's any different from work besides the fact that I'm just sitting here.

...... Whatever.

I got no sleep last night at all. Which is funny because I stay on the phone every night, all night. Last night though, I actually decided that I was gonna put myself to sleep a little bit earlier though. Earlier, being 3:00 AM in the morning?

Yeah.... Maybe that was still late as fuck.

Either way, I normally should have been knocked out as soon as I stopped the phone conversation.... Especially because I stopped it to go to bed anyway. So I really don't understand why it was so hard...

Usually when I can't go to sleep, I alternate to listening to my music.

I say that I'm only gonna listen to one song..... But I usually end up listening to several songs and then I actually want to listen to my iPod, then I wanna be on my iPhone, then my ass just doesn't go to sleep till niggas is wakin' up to go to work.

This is not the life.

Because when I'm up in the morning, I'm restless. It's like I want so very much to go to bed, but I can't because I actually got shit to do.

As soon as I wake up, I have to drive.

Do you have any idea how fucking hard it is to drive when you went to bed no more than one hour ago....?

Eyes low and shit....

And then I got my brothers in the car.

So I can't just fuck up and kill all of us.

That's not cool.

I need to work on my sleep schedule. I'm very aware of this.

I would usually after talking about something like this, have some type of advice for my veiwers on what to do in a similar situation if you can't sleep..... But I really don't have any advice because nothing works for me. So maybe when I figure some shit out, then I'll tell you guys.

I don't really know right now though.